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Home. A place where we belong. A place we don%26#039;t want go, sometimes. Alone. We all try to be, in this unfortunate arrangment of people that happen to be related. I sit on this chair, every day that I am here. Thinking up things to say to them and ways to get through the next day. The sucide rate is high, and I understand why. Scares on my fake friend%26#039;s rist, apparently the new fashion, how the hell%26#039;d this have to happen? At school we sit and wait for the day to be over, the teachers try to teach us, but all the do is preach stuff. Like church every sunday, no one really wants to be there and we can%26#039;t wait untill we free there.

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This is the stage at which I also thought in this way. When you are little more matured your way of thinking will be totally changed. Then try to ask the same question once more.

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It%26#039;s called normal teenage years. You think for yourself in a world in which you have little control.

This too shall pass. The teenage years are like a basic training for adulthood ; )

What do you think of this?

Don%26#039;t quit your day job.

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It%26#039;s scars not scares, wrist not rist, and they not the.

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Sounds like teenage angst, hormones, and bad grammar.

Things can only get better.

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With that outlook on life I suppose things aren%26#039;t going to get much better for you very quickly.

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Don%26#039;t waist your time. Adulthood is just around the corner...

Take advantage of all you can to in your education, when you are an adult you will wish you hadn%26#039;t waisted your time.

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the sad thing is that people think its normal and just brush it off.

as for church, you probably should move to a smaller group that mirrors the early church in acts.. read the book of acts to see what the characteristics of a real church is.

if you can find the book by shane claiborne you might get a little more grasp of how it should work.

as for traditional church services, look, I myself dont like it. its all man made, and most groups just want to bring in more people to get more money... not the other way around.

money should be spent for the good of the members rather than for the good of the leaders or the building.

anyway, try house groups instead... and if you find a bad one, move to a different one. better than staying stagnant... God won%26#039;t turn a blind eye to someone who really seeks community with the TRUE body of Christ.

and yes. church came from the term ecclesia which means body of believers...

if the place you go to is boring, then you gotta wonder if it really has the body of Christ.. the true believers . or are those just sunday worshippers and monday backsliders.

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play the song my jesus to get the idea i am talking about.

grace and peace.